Updated: Dec 3, 2021
Little did I know a year ago, her life was about to change forever. Little did I know our entire family was about to endure the amount of stress we faced. On January 24th, 2021....our lives changed forever. But most of all, HER life changed, and it was a huge punch in the gut for everyone...but none of us knew what she was getting ready to teach us all.
I've highlighted certain portions of this blog to share how you can see a pattern of motherly intuition & determination.
On January 26th, I shared this on my social media:
"Motherly instincts are a real thing.
Mommas, this is your reminder to follow your gut & do what that gut tells you to do. We are currently on a journey that my motherly instincts told me something wasn’t right for months, but I continue to pursue and get the answers we need.
Also grateful to have finally found a doctor that is listening to us. When the timing is right, we shall share our story. Until then, I urge you to know that you know your children best and if you feel an instinct, follow it." You see....this was 2 days after something happened to Willow...aka "Willow the Warrior" and I had to process for two days before even sharing the above. I was scared out of my mind and honestly desperate to do anything I possibly could for my baby girl.
Post from - January 29, 2021
"On Sunday, Willow had an episode that was very scary, something we’d never experienced before. Because my amazing parents took amazing care of her, (she was with them at the time), and after my mother’s incredible note taking, we were able to document the entire episode for the doctors. On Monday we were seen by the pediatrician who has since referred us to specialists. However while at the doctors, Willow had a second episode and the doctor was able to see it herself. We were told to go to the ER if it were to happen again, so here we were tonight at the ER, as another episode occurred. Tomorrow morning, Willow will be receiving an MRI. Please pray for her as she goes through these tests and pray we get answers and are directed on how to best help her. It’s looking like seizures at this time, but as a mother I am trying not to panic and certainly not google too much stuff. Willow is in great spirits and loves the care she is receiving from the wonderful doctors who call & check on her daily & joke around with her." At this time....we knew NOTHING....other than she was having "episodes" that were unexplainable.
January 29, 2021 "Plot twist...because that’s how we roll.
Current update on Willow May Lucille.
The morning started out with us headed to get her MRI done. However a different physician saw her today and decided he did not want an MRI. After a little bit of me arguing with him and him explaining why he felt we needed to go a different route, I left feeling less defeated. We are now seeing Pediatric Cardiology at Hershey. Willow will wear a heart monitor for 30 days. Just waiting to get it fitted. I still feel uneasy and would like neurology involved and, they still will be, but we will have better access at Hershey for this now.
Until we can determine what actually may be going on, her episodes & symptoms line up with what is called SVT (Supraventricular tachycardia).
Our plan with her doctors is to treat her as if she does have SVT and see what the monitor may tell us along with upcoming visits with the specialists. This means helping her get her heart back into normal rhythm with some interesting tricks that might make us laugh afterwards."